everything is new and yet so old

I found out that knowing what I want or not, don't save me for wanting what I shouldn't.
It is hard to balance heart and reason, when the one that is all wrong for you gives you what your heart needs. And being happy for so long with out love makes me wonder if I shouldn't stay this way a bite longer.
Maybe its too much happening at the same time and not too much time to digest it. All I know is that the storm is just beginning and I don't know if I should hide or let the water take me.

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Not me

at that moment, her loved one kissed her forehead and whispered: I love you.
she remained silent.
she already knew that but he never said it before.
she looked into his green eyes trying to find a reason why he had to say it now.
shivering, she woke up.
it was all a bad dream.
the words remain unspoken.